The Only Exception

It's 2.16 am. Pretty late i can say. But then again, my eyes aren't week to bed. I guess I still want to be awake. In this time...I just wish he was here. Holding me so tight and never let me go. It made me feel safe. Loving me so dearly and never say you don't love me. Dear, you are all that i could ever want. And nothing can tear us apart. From this moment till end. You'll be my last and the one I would ever love ❤

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I would recognize your shadow in a crowded room,
You change your name a million times, it wouldn't change my mind,
Or what I hope to find in your heart underneath,
In a new rhythm I breathe 'cuz I remember you ❤

This time and this moment

At this time, this moment, telling how i feel, smiling on the outside, broken on the inside. Days had gone, and i had what i want. Could not be even more happy, lots of pain and regrets that i have to go for. I never wanted this to happen, but with its lil' presence it made so much differences. I'm somewhere likely confuse. Only two options that is left, no other way, beby that's all is left. Either i leave or evacuate. I want this beautiful deary of mine to go on and see the beauty of the world. But it's too impossible. If i keep it, I have to leave him, that's not an option that he would like.
Two months now. What is left, i don't have much choice. This is not an option that i would go for even I have to.
I'm sorry deary, but I had to!
I LOVE YOU