The Only Exception

It's 2.16 am. Pretty late i can say. But then again, my eyes aren't week to bed. I guess I still want to be awake. In this time...I just wish he was here. Holding me so tight and never let me go. It made me feel safe. Loving me so dearly and never say you don't love me. Dear, you are all that i could ever want. And nothing can tear us apart. From this moment till end. You'll be my last and the one I would ever love ❤

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I would recognize your shadow in a crowded room,
You change your name a million times, it wouldn't change my mind,
Or what I hope to find in your heart underneath,
In a new rhythm I breathe 'cuz I remember you ❤

This time and this moment

At this time, this moment, telling how i feel, smiling on the outside, broken on the inside. Days had gone, and i had what i want. Could not be even more happy, lots of pain and regrets that i have to go for. I never wanted this to happen, but with its lil' presence it made so much differences. I'm somewhere likely confuse. Only two options that is left, no other way, beby that's all is left. Either i leave or evacuate. I want this beautiful deary of mine to go on and see the beauty of the world. But it's too impossible. If i keep it, I have to leave him, that's not an option that he would like.
Two months now. What is left, i don't have much choice. This is not an option that i would go for even I have to.
I'm sorry deary, but I had to!
I LOVE YOU

Webcam fun with beby GENDUD ily

On the 5/6/10, me and muh beby gendud went on webby.. it's gonna be a long week without him with me.. gonna miss him like a lot. DAMN! a week is like forever... Misses when he irritates me.. Awweh, gendud makes me smile.. Cant wait fer the time to fly real fast, everythng is so dull without him.. Needs him around me.. without you im dying gendud... He's all i ever wanted from the very beginning and all i wount stop wishing... Will always be you.. Back to webby... he's being silly earlier... he did silly faces.. awweh.. beby ur so .. chenta kamoo.... i wanna wanna kiss u gendud...
muh all... and i want that that to be ferever... u and me.. ahaha.... ilysdfm... p/s: gotta go.. beby gendud is on msn waitng fer me.. ahaha...
tata..
ASHVINDER SINGH

BORED

arhhhghh..i'm effin bored.. damn it. fucking bored.. need's my beby.. probably he's snoring.. gahh imy beby gendud... its 2 am and im awake preparing some crappy slides.. darn it.. college life sucks. i wanna run away...
and yeah stupid cops!!!tf.. i mean urghh.. i hate em.. i was passing by near this mini mart and this cops was like show me ur id. damn it... i so not like all this.
SUNSHINE is annoyed........
basically from A-Z in fuckin crappin.. darn it.......
urmm.. i better not say much.. off to bed..*yawns*
beby i love you

Happy saja mood aku

hari ini, aku suka sangat2. padahal ta de pape pun yg best. tapi gembira. sakan aku ketawa dah mcm perempuan gila pun ada. si dia, aja yg aku pikirkan. kemaruk cgt niyh... jam pun da pukul 1.17am
ecok ada presentation. time pg2 buta bru aku na siapkan assignment. gila ar.. si dia, sudah tidor .. rindu lah pulak..
ecok, kalo sempat na jumpa kat college ;]
ehehe.. agak gedik.. ta pa ta pa.. ngan pakwe sendiri ;]
benggong*tersengih cndiri*
harap2 kami kekal lama. dulu si dia bwat aku menanges dan sekarang si dia jugak yg membuat aku ketawa ;]
sayang kat si dia.. huuhu
ok saja nak update blog nieyy.
da la.. na out. assigment oh assignment *mengeluh*
nite bloggy ;]

Please don’t go.. Just stay for a few more ticks
Without you around is hell for me
And even heaven don’t speak
For the beauty of it
My heart long for you
My soul is seeking for you
To fill up the emptiness I had
The silence was too much
Where at one point I’m not feeling the presence of love
Hold me now
Feel me now
Touch me now
Held me, feel the pain I feel
As you walk off that door.
The door out of my heart,
Everything returns to the beginning of it
Like a child back to the fruit of the womb
The happiness that lasted for awhile
The pain that you bring that will last ever
And the love you gave that will stay forever
Please come on in
Into my heart I need you
I needed a hand to touch on
Save my lonely soul and bring me up when I’m deep down
Stay with me till the day that never brings no end
The never ending love
The one to hold me on when I’m hanging on a string
Like everyday today is another day where my heart aches.
Without the sense of having you here
I feel my senses are dead gone.
Live a life without you is worth nothing
Loving a life without you is too cold without you with me
I’m so far down.
The sadness had followed me till today…
And my dear…
I’m still wanting you to stay with me darling
Where there was YOU and ME

He is my love

remember when i said i was broken and torn into pieces. i guess it is not anymore. it's guilty pleasure
i'm happy now with my life. he makes it so beautiful.. all i wanna do is be with him. omfg! i just touched love... and it's beuatiful.. tat boy made my world technicolour. it use to be damn complicated.. and now things are purfectly fine.. lufty luft my beby gendud! ilysdfm ashvinder singh!! forever yours